For what way might I cut you down if you stand tall, if you are a tree surly you will not fall. You nutrients you give earth have taken hold. Surly I have not seen your roots, as they are beneath you, they are the stronghold which you have to hold your life experience. It is not mine, but yours. I would not cut you down, are you sure that you have been flexible enough to weather all that’s around you? It is not me who has cut you down, but your own sight and decision of what it is you see. I’ll be there if only you allow me. The unless of life, is where you decide what you allow and what you do not, so decide if it was me who truly cut your branches and your trunk because it was bleeding, but if I did not grind out your trunk and dig out yours roots… as you’re only one who knows them to be true. I surely could not know the location to find them, unless you let me in. It’s not my decision but yours. I’ve lived enough to know that I have no intention of ravaging all that you are, only curious to see just how how you perceived it all. It’s not mine but yours, what’s mine is my experience and in yours… do you think I’m the one to take anything from you? Let’s count when it was, that, I decided to let you go, and not look back. But once. How many times did you decide not to seek me truly. I’d never had anyone truly seek me nor follow through to those things I said so can you blame me for not realizing that you would do all that we talked about? I’m sorry that my basis of understanding was from the depths of hell but that’s where I had lived, you couldn’t see, but that was the road I was on and it was hard to get back to you, and remember just how much I had to offer.
Your roots are yours.
LIGHTHOUSE for SOMEONE 
Wonderful words, i hope if we follow each other.
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Wow! This is really good!
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🥺😌 Thank you so much, this one means so much to me ♥️
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You have so much depth in your writing. You just pour your heart out! I feel a little emotional reading it lol.
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Nothing compared to the depth of me 😇😅 but yes it is a blessing and my burden… but I wouldn’t have it any other way.
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Well you’re a very intriguing young lady! I’m glad you responded to me. I saw it’s been a while since you’ve posted but I like to throw some Hail Marys every now and then lol.
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Hahah that is fair, as do I! Shortly after this I created a anonymous poetry Insta, also just got a little bored of that. Among other creative projects just took up my time! Also, word press started to get a bit… disconnected or cold if you will. But I may just begin posting again, considering the superficiality of social media is starting to wear on me again. Lol creativity “full circle” 😏😅
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Well if you don’t post nothing I’m going to have to read your old posts over and over 😂
I’m John, by the way. I feel like I have to explain myself to everyone I meet… so, I talk a lot and I’m socially awkward. Hopefully you don’t end up like several of my 9 followers and be silent because you’re anxious I’ll trap you into a conversation.
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Lmfao well.. don’t think that’ll be a problem because I may just do the same!
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I also really overthink and I need constant assurance lol. I’m such a dork…
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Oh I know all too much about it… do you want to email me lol
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Nah I’m happy talking to you on here. 🙂
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All good! Lol 😂
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Hopefully I didn’t offend you 🤦♂️
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No… not easily offended lol more surprised.
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I’ve been doing really well here lately at running people off…
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Welp, John where ya from?
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The Appalachian mountains 🙂
I’m surprised I haven’t asked you if I’m bothering you yet. Or if I’m annoying. Or are you going to talk to me after today…
Well… ? 😂🤣
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Is that right? One of my favorite places. Well you’re not bothering me but I would prefer not to talk in the comment area 🤣😂
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About that… again, no offense. But I just met you. I don’t get the feeling you’re a bad person. But I’ve had some bad experiences in the past. I have to warm up to you.
I’m sorry 🤦♂️
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Haha it’s okay.. I have too. But maybe not on one of my favorite posts… or switch one of yours? 😆 not that so many people are watching… Just am more private that everyone is reading as I get to know someone.
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Bulk delete 😂
I feel bad now
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🤣😂😎🤗 No words
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You are so gonna be tired of me 😏🤦♂️
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Haha don’t tell me how I’m going to be! 😆😎 you can’t control me, trust that. And really, I make my own decisions, and nothing you can do will ever make me think that you coerced me or that made me blame you… haha it’s just not my thing.
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I already said I was interested.. like damn haha, I suppose you already said you’d need reassurance 😅😂 guess we’re even.
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I’m a complete and utter mess 🤪
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