Fixing people
To be something they are not
Will only breed a darkened pane
Of the person they ‘should’ reflect
When you think of her
I’ll watch the turmoil in your very being
Bubble out like lava
Come the volcano, that we cling to
Watch the hurricane come and wipe away
Salted tears of hate and dismay
Because the thing about hurricanes
Is that they have a way of washing away everything
The pain the hate
The foundation lays in ruins
Of what was made
Yet you sit and ponder what was lost
What was ours, what is to be made
It’s here to stay, you say?
Well, all I see is change
So while you keep trying to fix something
That was built on ruins
I was creating the stage for a new way
For a heart that gets to stay
I hope you can say you did the same
Because when I come
I’ll wash it all away
The good the bad the pain and the hate
The gate is open
The tether is shredded
Because we are never the same
We are who we are in but a moment
There is nothing to be fixed but the way you see life in vein
Nothing stays the same so trying to fixate on
That day and create, is a beautiful date
But for me…
I was always in the making, without time to come back
Because in all realities we are in the present
Only… the rest is just a fixed facade of
Flight to escape the pain
For me this is no charade but a
Crash course to deal with deadly pain
So let’s see who stays when the day is done
When midnight fades to the next day.
Just you wait
Because all expectations and emotions
Stay unpaid until you come alive
And decide that this is
A sight that you want to stay,
We find ourselves in the waves…
Yet what you forgot to state…
Was this states of mind are like a cyclone
A spinning mind that continues to cycle
Just like the way the eye of the storm holds
An ever spinning hurricane of trust
When we spin, hands crossed and clasped
Until we’re too dizzy to hold on,
And we let go just to roll down the hill and lay
The evening away, and look to the stars shining in the sky
Doing the same, spinning to create
Paint splatters that way…
Like life without feeling like you went astray…
Because this astral body holds me
In the fixated way
Your eyes forever seeking my eyes
They way I’ve seen the world singing my songs
Back to me… on your stage
Sounds of pain, but the concept of connection
Is all that this humanity needs to say…
This life I lived like no other
This world is my home, and we’re here
So without further adulation
I must say… my love is fixated here with you
My world still turns the same way
The direction of love and my baby
My Zenith is you
So forever, I’ll look up to you
Because this foundation you’ve made
Holds me like two birds of a flame
You and I, and this story of fixation
Of a Phoenix to look in the mirror
Pray on her sheets
That tears were never cried in vain
That our string… was not forged in hello
But in everlasting joy, purity, glory, power and praise of the one
To whom we belong, our God above…
We whom he made.
So, I’m here. Please stay, your heart will beat my name
And my soul only calling one humans name
DJTK.
~ Lighthouse1215
20/03/2023
LIGHTHOUSE for SOMEONE 