LIVE ON
Sometimes we need time
for them to resurface..
because at the time
you have no understanding
of what even happened…
with time healing will come.
Unpacking… the way we open
the time capsule, of ourselves,
and have appreciation for our strength,
through it, and the course we chose to take
when we go through each parcel that we’ve
compartmentalized in our mind,
the maze of replanting each flower.
The thorns of our choices
and the beauty of each pedal of joy
as it falls to be reborn.
Lions, Panthers, and Bears..
Oh My? Oh Me? What is this, your sight set to see?
The Luck, The Rocket, The Roller coaster, Glee?
The Microphone, The words you speak? A call, a thank you, to set the score right, oh what about me?
A Castle, A Map, A paradise to reach?
I’ll see you there, YOUR if only… I guess we’ll see.
🦁♟🧸
🎤🎙☎️
🎰🚀🎢
🏰🗺🏝
💟♐️♐️✝️💜🤍🖤💜☯️🌂🕺🏻🦸🏼♀️🫀
If I had the chance to, I would have loved you.
With every sundown until every sun up.
You were the man of my dreams.
I hit my head, two concussions…
Had I remembered who you were then.
I would have loved you, I would have left him.
I didn’t remember, and I am torching my heart everyday thinking about it.
remembering you meeting up with me.
Remembering each thing you sang about.
It killed me… you didn’t give me enough to go on
I didn’t fucking remember, you.
You, my person, my home, the one I never wanted to leave me.z
Now that I remember, I have a world of regrets.
Damnit, when I hit my head, on a damn fair ride..
It caused me to have out pouching in the arteries in the back my head…
One ride… made me miss the one I wanted
The one fucking decision, made me lose you.
Can you still blame me for not seeing you?
I’m sorry, please forgive me.
For what it’s worth I remember now.
Remembering, and putting this shit together…
Our memories, together. All the times you came for me?
It all hurts so bad. It’s like waking up from a fucking nightmare, and my knight, was you.
My knight, my heart, my brave heart… you took it with you.
I didn’t even know my heart was breaking.
But here I am.
So take me, or don’t… just don’t blame me.
Saying that I’m acting like I don’t know you…
Because I do, I remember. Fucking A I remember now….
How did this happen?
A heartbreak without even knowing it was happening?
If I had the means… I would run to you
If I had remembered sooner, I’d be closer
If I had your heart, I’d cherish it
If I had more time, I’d love you longer
If I had your smile near, I’d be unable to contain mine.
If I had you, I would never let you go.
If I had my way, we would meet again, and experience it all together, laughter, joy, blessings, love, family, friendship, intimacy, flirting contagiously, like the two most annoying people in the room. That’d be me and you, if I had my way… id have you.
LIGHTHOUSE for SOMEONE 