BY: Hillary Murphy

Here: know, tell, see, care, their, there;

Designed: for you and I;

Talk to me, this love, solely, for you.

You know…

Going into all of this, I told you it would get dark. darknesses will veil your lighthearted trusting heartbeat and the heartless would come to play.. it’s stage work, you must stay strong and stay in the fight.

I am here and will help you find yourself in the mess of it all when these conundrums are over with.

But to not feign affection to me, if you push me away… I don’t know what I’ll do now.

I’m already pushing myself to the limit and when you come at me with these things; it’s hard for me to fabricate an excuse for harsh words.

Do not tell me…

How much I think about you or don’t, how I feel for you when you tell me what’s stressing you, or the way you have many stressors that are tearing at each loose seam of your character and impose that I don’t care.

Do you not see…

I see them. I see the way you change your tone when you’re frustrated, the way you repeat yourself when I ask similar questions that I know the answers to…

It’s because I fucking care and in this moment I don’t know what to say but you’re requiring a response aren’t you?

Let me in, let me be there for you… all the way. Giving me half truth stories with missing information, does not help me figure answers to your problems… it only tares you and I apart, it’s not repairing any of the ailments that are causing the pain and stress.

It’s causing more space between us. 

Don’t let the darkness place a dark cloud over our heads, one we have already decided could to be illuminated in white light reflecting the colours the heavens have designed.

It’s you and I… 

don’t forget it’s me and you don’t let their laser blinding lights cut through our loving clouds. Leave their bullshit on the problem tree, dropped outside our door, it does not belong here anymore.

Talk to me…

but do not fight me when I am trying to help you. I’m am here for you my dear, my arms open, let the light in, for it is on, solely, 

for you. 

Hillary MadiLake06/04/2022 06:17